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Demo EP

by Laura Haydock

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1.
Carefully 03:19
maybe I gave you too much I'm always giving too much pouring out my heart like a heavy cup my intentions were good but misunderstood but now I'm scared you're giving me up and I don't want to talk about it cause you'd think that I care why must I make such a mess of anything we share? it's not you, it's me my form of generosity but now I realize you weren't ready it's not you, it's me my form of generosity I should've thought this through a little more carefully so I scared you? gave you the wrong impression made it seem special with something that I said or was it the way I held you in the morning counting the freckles on your shoulder blades and I don't want to talk about it cause you'd think that I care why must I make such a mess of anything we share? it's not you, it's me my form of generosity but now I realize you weren't ready it's not you, it's me my form of generosity I should've thought this through a little more carefully our innoncence lost is a secret we keep hidden pretending we don't know the taste of when we melt together into the night but can we keep it can we keep it? it's not you, it's me my form of generosity but now I realize you weren't ready it's not you, it's me my form of generosity I should've thought this through a little more carefully
2.
I don't mind 03:49
I see you look me up & down I don't mind, I don't mind you watch me dance on tabletops and offer me another round I'm a lil tipsy tonight looking good, moving right sippin whisky cola lime just wanna have a good time pretty boy you catch my eye moving closer can't deny the air's electric as we dance I know I wanna take a chance we're still so young and I feel so high ask me for a drink outside say you'll take me for a ride you got yourself a new car & now you're waiting for my green light tugging at my skin-tight jeans i'm not sure what you mean when you're giving me that glance... I just wanna go & dance all of a sudden we're alone and everything feels so wrong with your hand around my waist you aks me if I want a taste but it's so cheap it can't be true I guess I start to see the light when you grab me under my shirt "I promise you that I don't bite Do as I say and it won't hurt" I struggle free, you wear a frown "you've turned me on girl, can't turn me down" but I resist, I won't run away until you hear the words I say blood is pounding in my ears but I'm stronger than my fears I'm standing strong and I won't go until you hear that no means no and I won't bow down to your needs I'm standing strong and I won't go until you hear that no means no and I won't bow down to your needs
3.
Lovebound 04:46
I know it's been some time since we last texted & I'll admit none of this is what I expected or hoped for, once again wrong way around, once again I was lovebound, but then again regrets won't make it any better. Still I sit down to write you this letter and let me tell you there's nothing I'm hoping from you. In fact, this is all for me, my personal therapy. I know it's just the small things but I can't help holding on cause I don't know anything else, I don't have anything else from you I could hold on to so everytime I see your face I'm reminded of it between my legs. Don't be mad, I'm not sad but it's the only thing we ever had. Once again wrong way around, once again first laying down, and I was lovebound. took the wrong directions now I'm directless got the wrong intentions maybe I'm reckless need to break free from expectations anxiety's got me breathless told me we'd meet in LDN but now you're busy. I'm busy too but maybe boo, we could do business, but the handbook reads 'don't be too nice' 'don't sacrifice your space and time' 'be the one to roll the dice'. Roll the dice baby, but I ain't playing, I'm here on this airplane, sittin' writin' hopin' getting this down'll help me with these feelings before I go crazy, start planning, believing you and me could be a thing, but you & me it's just a fling, something that I can rap about and sing, a story with no meaning... or is it so? Somehow I always end up hoping for something mo a little peace of mind, that's something I could borrow yeah I said I wasn't sad but now I'm feeling sorrow. But I know I need to let go, and you don't need to worry or feel sorry for me. took the wrong directions now I'm directless got the wrong intentions maybe I'm reckless need to break free from expectations anxiety's got me breathless oooh baby baby I hope you're not into these games cause someone always gets hurt in the end oooh baby baby I hope you're not into these games cause someone always gets hurt in the end
4.
Goodbye 03:39
long time no see, how long has it been? thought the butterflies would've flown away but saturday came like the roaring sea a smashing wave that threw me off my feet it all came back so suddently your laugh your eyes and your feminine hands I'm besotted confused I'm dazed this won't leave me unscathed but never would I have thought you'd shatter a mirror so carefully wrought but under the splattering rain say goodbye but I won't go until you let me know it's true say goodbye but I won't leave if you won't say you feel it too say goodbye and I'll stand here and watch you disappear and I'll turn round, go home and watch the sun set on our love remember only a few months ago it was like an electric current and I still feel in my veins tell me you understand tell me you feel the same tell me it's not my mind that's rekindling the flame I'm scared to fall I'm scared to break but never would I have thought you'd shatter a mirror so carefully wrought but under the splattering rain say goodbye but I won't go until you let me know it's true say goodbye but I won't leave if you won't say you feel it too say goodbye and I'll stand here and watch you disappear and I'll turn round, go home and watch the sun set on our love our love...
5.
Ghost 03:11
at nineteen, just a boy with your handsome brown eyes open wide you touched me like I was a toy you’d soon have tossed aside I still hear you call my name in the silence of my lonely nights ; if I’d known it was all a game would I have let you roll the dice ? you’re still pacing these floors running up my stairs hiding in the corridor my mind’s a haunted house woke up this morning the sun a little paler in the dirty sky and I felt you there, next to me or was it all a dream ? I thought you’d left forever but back in town, memories turn me upside-down I see your face in every stranger and at night you follow me around you’re still pacing these floors running up my stairs hiding in the corridor my mind’s a haunted house
6.
Waves 04:49
lately I've been feeling my heart is heavy words are a weight you have to carry can't let the out you know me and how I hate a fight anyways you'd think you're right yeah I'm bitter now and it's strange how the waves wash away feelings as if made of clay the pain they'll make it fade do you feel, something's changed we're coming of age we're coming out you still act the same but I won't take the blame no not again and it's strange how the waves wash away feelings as if made of clay the pain they'll make it fade (waves, waves) I'm not scared, I'll just let them wash away and erase my disarray with each wave it rolls away and everything's changing so fast I can see you're struggling to grasp the reason why I'm letting go but I got nothing else to say to you now our paths are parting and me I'm starting anew

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My first EP, handcrafted with the help of my brother Tom and recorded in our homestudio in Brittany in Summer 2017.
These songs come from the heart.
I hope you enjoy!
L xx

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released September 18, 2017

All songs written and arranged by Laura & Tom Haydock, Paris, France.

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Laura Haydock Paris, France

Young singer-songwriter from France.
Released a first EP on Sept. 18th, 2017.
All songs are originals written by myself and arranged and mixed by my brother Tom.

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